Thank you for the encouraging quotes that I have been receiving in my email. I always look forward to your weekly wisdom and your stories.
I’m in deep trouble. Before I go on further, I want to thank you for taking time to listen to my troubles. I really need a platform to offload my problems because I don’t know if anyone can sympathize with me. I don’t like to be judged. And I have or may be used to have an inflatable ego. But I love my family very very much. As much as my own life.
You see, I made a grave mistake at work. I don’t want to go into details but I’m lucky that my company decided not to sue me. I have horribly caused a mistake that made my company lose thousands of dollars. Something I can’t repay. My mistake is that I was too arrogant, too strong headed to listen to the kind hearts of my colleagues. It was my way or no way. And I paid for my mistake when my company let me go last month.
Until now, I’ve been keeping this a secret from my family. I have a wonderful wife, 4 young children and 2 elderly parents who are living from hand to mouth on my salary alone. My wife has always wanted to go out and work. She has a higher education than I am and always thinks that she is putting her degree to waste by staying at home with the kids. And I always refuse her because I’m a man, a provider for the family. How can I provide my family if she goes to work as well?
Oh well, now I am jobless. I have been trying for the past few weeks to find another job to replace mine. But it is hard when you don’t have a reference from your previous employer. Going back to my ex-company for a reference is not an option. I’m already grateful that they didn’t pursue this matter further.
Can you give me any advice on how do I continue forward? Please. I have attached my resume and I have more than 10 years in outsourcing management. I am hoping to keep my jobless state from my family as long as possible so they won’t worry about our financial status. As of now, my savings can keep us afloat for another half year.
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You sound absolutely despair. Please trust me when I say that losing your job is not end of the world, stay strong and positive and you will come through this even stronger. I love that you have taken a whole lot of responsibilities on your shoulders. More than ever, you need your family’s love and support. While it is your choice to keep quiet about your situation, I would advise you to at least have a chat with your wife. She sounds like a smart woman who will be willing to step up and share your problems if you let her.
If a regular job is difficult to find, perhaps you should look into going into freelancing. With your outsourcing experience, there are plenty of jobs that you can apply on freelancing platforms such as Upwork, Freelancer.com etc. You can be a freelance recruiter like myself where I assist clients to recruit potential freelancers. You can be working with corporate clients to source for logistics, operations, warehousing. On a simpler basis to start you off, you can try your hand at research.
As you have a good number of years in management, a good fit will be for you to assist clients to manage a certain part of operations in their company and yes, you can do it offline. The world’s an oyster if you do not limit yourself. We have come to an era where you can make yourself a decent living working remotely.
If you have a platform profile, why don’t you send it to me and I’ll have a look. Personal branding is important in getting the right job and receive a constant flow of clients coming to you. Definitely much better than to hunt for clients.
Don’t beat yourself too much, John. You have learned a lifelong lesson and I’m sure you will not make the same mistake again. The only thing to get you out of this dark tunnel is to remain positive and take action to remedy your situation.
Please let me know how it goes. And best of luck in your job hunt.
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